82."My Lord, I know now that You are Kindness and Compassion infinite, but where were You before?
Twenty-eight years ago You came to me with countless desires.
Where were your Kindness and Compassion then?"
"My child, this is your false accusation.
I did not go to you with endless desires.
It was you who wanted to play constantly with your darkening and darkened brothers and sisters: desires.
You did not care for your illumining and illumined brothers and sisters: aspirations."
"Forgive me, my Lord Supreme, I withdraw my shameless charge."
Sri Chinmoy, My Lord's Secrets revealed, Agni Press, 1971