23 September 1999 (II)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
My mind, why are you so unspiritual?
Why are you such a fool?
Why do you deliberately want to remain
Spiritually unfed or undernourished?
Can you not realise
How much suffering you are creating
For me and my poor heart, my mind?
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

23 September 1999, 9:21 a.m. Before lifting 300 lbs. with both arms simultaneously four times. (Total: 600 lbs.)