30 September 1999 (IV)

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
O self-doubt,
Get out of my breath,
Get out of my heart,
Get out of my mind,
Get out of my vital,
Get out of my body,
Get out of my earth-existence-life.
Get out, get out immediately,
O self-doubt!
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

30 September 1999, 8:49 a.m. Before lifting 400 lbs. with one arm sixty-six times. (33 right, 33 left)