48.

Madhyam-da, Chitta-da,
Did not prepare us.
He abruptly departed — eleven brief hours!
Therefore, I was overwhelmed with grief.
Furious I became with his fate,
Even with his fate-Maker —
An understatement.
You prepared us for three years —
A long period.
Therefore, although your physical absence
Is unbearable,
It is understandable.